anyone else besides, Darrell,Jeff and Tina would see my work. It did occur
to me, that when I passed away, that my Family would unexpectedly find my
KDD's and Journal. Still today, they are not even aware of my blog. I
think I have no talent and find it difficult to reveal myself to others.
Sometimes, those closests to us,judge the most. Now, I am here and have been
posting KDD's to my site for almost 3 months. Not sure exactly where to go
from here, what to do next,with these KDD's? I'd like to make this more
then just a hobby... Take care.
All the KDD's I write,
I should put in a folder,
So, I can review,
When, I am much older,
Reflect, what I have done today,
What I wrote,
What I did say.
My Journal Entry's,
Should also be saved,
Before, I have one foot in the grave,
Before, I die,
Before, I can say goodbye,
I should leave,
Behind,
The thoughts,& feelings in my mind,
For others, to be able to find,
These pages, this mega book,
To take a look,
On my life,
What I was like before,
Becoming Darrell's Wife,
What made me cry,
Brought me laughter ,
& Joy & sorrow,
What were my dreams of tomorrow,
Or more like Yesteryear,
How I felt about those,I held dear,
Or strangers on the street,
Anyone, I would like to meet ,
My Views,
Or interesting Trivia or news.
Right now, you three ,
Are the only ones, I trust,
With anything at all
That I will disclose,
What I think,
FeelOr believe,
The only ones, who do receive,
KDD's from me each day,
Each week,
The only ones, who can take a peek.
Yes, I suppose,
It would not matter,
If anyone else, took a look,
Read , my documents,
Or any books,
I may eventually, may write?,
It may be alright?
They can not make me feel bad,
Get mad,
Or be critical of each piece,
I create,Can't tell me,
What they like,
What they hate,
Whether, I was right ,
Or wrong,
Or about anything at all,
Can't call,
Or connect,
With me,
I will be in heaven, you see!
It may be a good thing,
For the Niece's or Nephew ,
To be able to understand,
What Aunt Karen,
Was like as A Kid?,
What kind of work she did?,
How she coped with her blindness?,
What gave her Hope?,
& made her strong?,
What were her, favorite songs?
It would be nice,
To know my Mom's Family,
Don't know any of them,You see!
I would like to know the Blanchards,
Pronounced Blanch Ard,
Dating back to 16 th Century France,
Would like to have a chance,
To know, who they are,
To establish a connection,
& se Who I am like,
& who I am not!
What we have in common, if any,
What personality traits,, maybe Many?
I have searched on classmates.com,
& the White Pages too,
Yet,one has to pay,
That is why,
I have not reached, them,
Maybe, some day.!
Maybe, I will gather,
All my writing & put something, together,
On disk,
& book of leather?
Don't know,
What made me,write this,
Maybe, Family,
I do miss?
Who knows what makes me,
Write such things,
Interesting , stuff, I sometimes, bring.
Its now, 3;56,
Jeff, looking forward to your music mix,
On ACB R I,
Which, I too, will be able to listen,
While, I work away,
Will be able to here, the music play,
& D.J's Broadcast,
Not just listen, to Podcast!
Yet, Winamp still needs to be,
Installed, on my system,
Before, I can listen to the Music,
The link,
Whitestick,
Did not go,
What,is wrong withit,I don't know!
Its not my magnetic field,
So, don't say, that
What is wrong?
Help me,
So, I can play our favorite songs!
This, will have to wait,
Till another day,
Until winamp can play,
Until Mike,
Can install,
& get me set,
So, I can listen to you ,on the net.!
Its 4;08,
Getting late,
Need to take Dougie to Park,
Sleeping, not playing,
Much today,
,The weekend, will begin soon,in one hour,
& I will be on my way
& here, is another message, for the day! (:,
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