Our Wedding, is exactly two months away.
The 3rd of June,
It will be here soon.
Though, I am excited,
I am nervous about being Wed.
Darrell, I know, your the one, I want in my life,
Definitely, look forward to being your wife.
Yet, my nerves are a bit frazzled,
Though, I should be dazzled,
Filled with joy, and excitement inside,
My stomach, is taking a roller coaster ride.
Have butterflies & its in knots,
My nerves are actually shot.
I am not sure why, I feel this way,
I have been looking forward to this day,
For a very long time, as I sigh,
But, why?
What is wrong with me?
I love youDarrell ,
Don't you see?
Maybe, because the statistics are so high,
at least 50 %, divorce, say goodbye,
Never be friends, again,
Can never recall, never remember, when,
There, was a time, when they were in love,
When, they had faith in god above,
In each other,
& in their self,
Had more then wealth.
Had faith, dedication, loyalty,
& love in their hearts,
Said, death till us part,
So, what happens,
What goes wrong?
Is it like Don Mcclaines song,
The music only lasts for so long,
The "music dies"?
People aren't always wise.!
I know, we have what it takes,
To make it last,
Put our pasts behind,
Our future, is on my mind.
I need to unwind and relax,
Yet, have things to do,
This is true.
Though, I have not gotten as much done today,
Because, I have felt this way.
and woke up late,
Needed my rest,
That was best!
I have been lagging,
Dragging for days.
I actually, got some decent sleep last night,
So, I should be feeling alright?
Any advice, you can send my way,
So, I can feel better,
Before the Wedding day?
I do need to go,
I need to clean the kitchen well,
It looks like hell,
I need to cleanit & the living room,
Scrub counters, mop and sweep,
Then, pack the junk , we do keep!
Can't get it done all in one day,
Do a little each day.
Tonight, we are going to H & r Block ,
To do our taxes,
We are cutting it close,
But, will meet the deadline,
We, will be fine.
I was not going to write or call,
Was not going to say anything at all!
Already felt crappy,
Did not want to feel worse,
Knew, you would feel sad, not happy!
So, here you are,
Its on your way,
Do take care & have a good day.
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