Thursday, August 30, 2007

Today's KDD: All in a Day's work & ACB Radio's Birthday

Don't know where to start, what to say,

Just know, I had a horrible day,

It was the worse day of work, I have had in years,

Reminded me, of my days at Sears,

Today, I shed a few tears,

And almost broke down and cried,

My day is now over, and my brain is fried,

And I am trying to relax and chill tonight,

One way is to write,

Sorry, I am way behind

Time, I could not find,

Lately, the past few days,

I know, this is all a phase,

It too, will all pass, hope this stressful time is for not much longer,

And as they say, " what does not kill us, makes us stronger",

And builds character, yet, still difficult to cope at the time,

, we all will be fine.

Yesterday, a KDd, I did not create,

And the details, I don't remember, just recall, it too, was not great,

Maybe, you remember, what I said?

What, you all red?,

Those of you, who read my Tweets keep up with Me and my day?

Perhaps, you know, what I did say?

I just know, well, it did not go

And everyone, at the hotel, did try to go with the flow,

And get up to speed,

Yet, all of us, more training we all need,

In order to become more familiar with this technology that is new,

Supposedly ,it will assist us in the work we do?

I can recognize, that it is useful and will be much more efficient,

Those, using the black Bury and those of us, using Iattendent,

Better records we will keep at the hotel,

Just know, now, work is hell.!

Struggling to do my best,

Feel like I have not left the office at night, and gotten rest,

Feel like I have been living there

Exhausted, so, that is why, I did not share,

Yet, some of you have found, how I am in pieces and bits,

Those of you, who are twits

And read my tweets, they are many, but short,

And frankly, this new technology, some of us, want to abort

And go back to how things were, said , my Boss,

She and I, the black bury and my computer, we want to toss,

Out the door,

Many, don't want it anymore,

We all had enough,

Just one week, and it has been tough,

Very rough,

And many of us, at our whit's end,

So, that is why, no dose I did not send,

Yesterday or today,

Though, I have had a lot to say,

But, not enough time to compose, and be creative,

Since, yesterday, when, we all went live,

Wireless, some staff have been in MIA,

in the day

would not be surprised, if my hair is more gray?,

I know, I am frowning more and wrinkled has been my brow

As I have been attempting to learn how,

To successfully complete these guest requests and work order tickets and
also do my other job duties?

Efficiently and with ease?

Today was rather intense,

It did not make much sense,

Why, my order forms, would not go through, like my co-workers, who also
dispatch,

So, I did not do many, only a small batch

Not a single one,,

Got done,

On my own,

I had to call PBX on the phone,

And one of the operators Kathy, came down to help me, she did try she did
play,

Not long she did stay,

Jaws, was not cooperating, and my computer was running slow

The computer, we wanted to throw,

And the phones were ringing off the hook,

I asked someone to take them, and wanted I. T to help me, to take a look

But, Mike, was not here today and tomorrow, not sure, if he will be,

Yet, not going to worry about it, you see,

Not until he is on property,

However, don't think he will be of much help with this does not know about
adaptive teck,

And today, I was a wreck, I almost fell apart,

And so, glad, we did not have many guests to arrive and depart,

Because, I began to cry, at my seat,

I can usually take the heat,

And handle pressure at this job, at the hotel

Yet, today, you could not tell,

And much patience, I did not have I am high strung

So, maybe, now, you understand, why the dose, I did not brung,

Bring?

And at times, like this, I don't sing,

Or dance, I need to unwind,

I know I need to be kind,

To myself. Hard to do,

One more day, will I make it through?

I hope so?

Looking forward to the weekend,

My friends,

Its Labor day,

And ACB radio's Birthday

Seven years, all broadcasters , will have a blast and cool, music, they
will play,

Including Darrell and me on Sunday,

Afternoon, pacific time, 4 to 6,

And you know, if it ain't broke, don't fix it?,

Wouldn't you say? And this KDD is almost done, this is it

It is almost 8, want to call it a night,

But, I do hope you all are alright?

And doing well,

Need to go to bed soon, another day, at the hotel,

I will likely, not send a dose until Saturday,

So, take care until then, okay?

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Today's KDD: Main Menu: Not Quarterpounders, Rather Rebounders and other cool stuff!

Its 7;13 on Tuesday, August Twenty-eight

How are you all?

Hope your day was great?

And too, your night?

And sorry, not earlier, I did not write.

Right now, I am listening to main menu,

Did you listen to it too?

Darrell and Jeff, have on the panel

And, I love, sheets that are flannel.

Anyway on the panel, are the fantastic Five,

they all, Darrell, Jeff, Don, Randy & Rick, are chatting on live.

Don was just mentioning a cool device, called a soft bounce rebounder,

And I love, burgers, like the Mc Donold's quarterpounders,

And He was saying this is a gadget to help blind folks, to help jump
on a trampoline, and that it is quite aerobic and something about,
weighting 25 pounds and Darrell and Jeff, said,how I pack a ton of clothes

And hope in the next 30 minutes, this KDD I can compose?.

This, exercise tool can fit into a closet,, sounds quite small,

And I use to love, playing on a trampoline , and I never did fall.

I as a teen, played on our neighbors, and would do somersaults,

And I can, dance to the waltz,

And I also took ballroom dance and have done square dancing as well

And today, it was slow at the hotel.

It was a perfect opportunity for me to practice using this iattendent
application, I am getting the hang of it,

Sounds like, that rebounder , can enable, a blind person, to become
fit,

And certainly, sounds like much more fun ,

Then most exercise, wouldn't you agree?

And tomorrow, at work, live we will be,

With using the black bury and the iattendent web site,

And I am feeling alright but not feeling the best,

And hope, we can quickly and efficiently serve our Guests,

Through the process of using the black bury?

Is, it an excellent piece of technology?,

Only time will tell,

If, everyone including me, can utilize the application, here at the
hotel

These Guys have been discussing software programs for cell phones, books
in DAISY format and talking about the Vista machine too,

And now, its 7;52,

Main Menu is almost over for another week another M & M, has come to an
end,

And so, soon is, the KDd, for you, my friend.

Randy is speaking about a imaging product called novastor

And sorry, I don't have anymore,

I am fading fast want to get to bed,

And sorry, this is not the best KDD, you have read,

Do take care and stay tuned tomorrow, another day,

I am sure, I will have more interesting things to say,

More, I will write,

For now, have a good night. :

Monday, August 27, 2007

KDD: Darrell's Cornea Surgery 02.27.07 10;33 a.m

As you can see, this was written backin February and was composed the
day after Darrell had his fifth Cornea operation. I am not sure why, its
in complete? Sorry for that. Perhaps, I had something to do?orwas wicked
tired?

Anyway, As said, Darrell had another Cornea surgery and the next day,
headed down to our very close and Dear Friends Jeff and Keri. WE still
needed to find someone to assist in Darrell's after care. It was amazing
all the obstacles we faced. Yet, we eventually, found someone, after I had
made several phone calls. The arrangement work for awhile. Very fortunate
now, we have our friend Stacey , whom just so happens to also be Dougie's
groomer.

Anyhoo, we are grateful for having such great friends like Jeff and Keri.
Wish, we all lived closer,yet two hours is not that far. Keri was very
helpful and I knew Darrell was in good hands , did not have to worry,
while I was at work and trying to find someone to help. Thanks, again,
jeff and keri for your assistance then and your friendship.

Well, here is the dose I wrote, the day after Darrell's surgery, not very
good but, one, just the same. I really don't have a new one today, for
August 27, 6 months from that day.

Though, feelling better and more hopeful about things between Darrell and
I, I still, wonder and not sure,if we will be able to sort some of these
issues completely. Still feelling a little discouraged,only time will
tell. We are still hanging in there and definitely love each other. Do
take care and look below.

Its after 9,

On Tuesday, Feb 27, feelling okay, feelling fine.

I should be, going to sleep, that would be best,

So, I can feel at good at work tomorrow & serve our Guests.

It has been hectic, the last couple days, lots to do

Darrell had his surgery, & phone calls to make too.

Sunday night, we packed the suitcase for Tucson,

& yesterday morning, we woke up before Dawn,

Darrell, couldn't eat after 5;30,

So, at 4 am, had breakfast, went back to bed, slept & acted flirty,,

Darrell had Coffee, Fruit & French Toast,

Not Chicken Roast,

Waffles or steak,

& more water, he did take,

more, he did consume, 64 ounces one of those large jugs,

& soon after, in bed we slept all snug,

&, we benefited from all this,

&, we knew would miss,

Darrell would be away,

After yesterday,

&, on Friday, I would arrive there,

& time on the weekend, we would all share.

At 11;30, Arnold did arrive,

The Transportation service, & less then an hour we did drive,

WE drove to Sun City, not Sun way,

&, we were there long, but not all day.

The center was called Spectra Eye Clinic, & was not in Scottsdale,

It was a beautiful sunny day, no rain,no hail,

& no snow,

& have no clue, who covered forus,on our show.

A Receptionists at the desk, assisted us, her name was Jazman,

&, Dr. Dao ,late, he ran,

He had an emergency,

So, they did not even begun, the operation, until close to 3,

So, in the waiting room Darrell, Dougie & I did wait,

Nothing, we ate,

Or drank, as we sat,

We just passed the time, we did chat. (:

Around 2, he got prepped for surgery,

&, they did almost not allow me

To be there, Because, of Dougie,, as to why,not sure,

They said, it was a health issue, maybe, because,of his fur?

The one nurse said, I could not go,

Yet, another one, I think her Boss, just went with the flow,

& said, it will be alright, that, I could be there, with Darrell, while he

got his I.V,

Both Dougie & me.

That, was a good thing, Darrell was very anxious, indeed,

So,me there, he definitely did need,

His mom, never did show, or call on the phone,

So, I sat alone,

Yet, had Family & friends good wishes & prayers, all did send,

Like you, Jeff & Tina, are friends. (:

Darrell's BP was high & it was difficult to find a vein but, they did, in

his right hand,,

& he wore, a hospital gown & a band

& he wore shorts, that went to his knees,

& was given a basket, for his cell phone, wallet & keys,

That was placed under the bed,

&, he kept the DS 50 in his pocket, & some of it, he did record ed. (:

But, the battery was low,

That, he did not know,

The device was dead,

Yet,its not,like, he could jump out of bed,

&, it, he could replace,

The shock on the surgeons face,

That recorded was the procedure,

That, this did occur

Not with their permission, performing surgery, using, microscopic

instruments & tools,

That, wouldn't be cool,

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Today's Late KDD: Feelling the Blues, Red's and the Yellow's

Its Sunday, August Twenty-six, at 9; 15,

And nothing from me today, you have seen,

Not a single e-mail or Tweet at all,

Not one I.M or phone call.

I have not written a word, Nothing, I did say

At all today.

I almost sent you an old KDD, I did write, in its place,

It wouldn't have been a total waste,

There are some, doses I have written, in the last 18 months, that I have
not posted to my site,

But, that, would not do much good, those, of you, who really know me, would
know, that, I was not alright,

Especially, if, that went on for a day or two,

And besides, you all want a KDd, that is fresh and new.

However, most people, only want to hear from someone when things are
going well

the truth, most, they can not tel

, and I don't want to have my life on display,

And reveal the moments, that are bad, when, I am having a terrible day.

Others much rather, know, about the good times, not when, times are bad,

Not when, someone is feeling depressed or sad,

Not when, someone is feeling hurt, frustrated or upset,

Those, feelings, people, do not want to disclose on the net.

These KDd's began only for a select few, you know?

Then, my audience grew,

I am not at all sure, how many view,

And some don't know me; still read the doses I compose,

So, I am more hesitant to disclose.

I wish, this KDd, could be positive and delightful,

But, reality is, sometimes, its not, and this, would just be a bunch of
bull,

And sometimes, days can be stressful and quite intense,

And nothing at all makes sense,

Wouldn't you say?

That has been my day.

Soon, after Darrell and I woke the day, was not great,

We ended up fighting, got into a real intense debate,

About major issues, that affect our lives, we did and do not completely
see, eye to eye,

So, that is why.

That is why, no correspondence from me, not a single one,

Because, the day was not at all fun.

WE argued and bickered during most of it,

For awhile, did quit,

And have periods of silence, were not making headway,

Ran out of things to say,

And things did not start to improve, until later in the day.

We know, it's not too late,

We would both like to make a clean slate,

We both feel bad, by things done and said,

At least, we are speaking and being somewhat loving tonight, when we go
to bed.

I am sorry, that we did more then bicker,

Yet, there is still a flicker,

Some hope, I think? still love and caring there,

Its like a dance, two steps forward, three steps back, still hanging in,

Another day, we can begin,

Start from scratch?

Just hate, when, we get into a match,

The way we fight is very different, not the same,

Yet, somehow, we both stay in the game

Called life,

And things are still pretty good; we want to stay husband and wife.

No matter who the person is, you may love someone, but not like him or her
at the time, and not sure, if you will make it through,

Yet, if you love them unconditionally, you somehow, always do

Right now, Darrell is working on tomorrow's show,

Before that swimming in the pool, we did go,

Came in, took a shower,

Made dinner, did not realize, we were in the pool, for over an hour.

Songs, he is selecting he has a few,

He is struggling, guess, I should help too,

Yet, I am not in the spirit, to do the show, maybe, tomorrow I will be?

So, folks, this is what is going on with me,

Stay tuned tomorrow, music we will play,

And truly hope, you all had a very good day.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Today's KDD: A daily Double,a condensed dose, yesterday and Today!

Today, is Saturday, August Twenty-five, at 10; 08,

Hope your day is great?

We are doing fine,

For about an hour, Darrell and I have been online,

And our day, slow, it, does start,

And right now, on the XM Radio, 80's channel, plays, Owners of a lonely
heart.

Feel alright, today, my allergies are aggravating me,

And hope super, your day will be?

I am frequently sneezing, at least not wheezing and have not broken out in
hives,

And I love, baked potato, with double sour cream, no butter and with
chives. J

Yet, not in the morning, no pizza or dinner food, yet, can have breakfast
items, anytime, they, are my favorite,

And are you, a twit?

And do you have grit?

And are determined? And have the ability to obtain your goals?

Do you have heart? And Soul?

We got about 9 hours of sleep last night,

And sorry, yesterday, a KDD, I did not write,

However, I will tell you about it, here,

And, I don't like beer,

Yet, most of you know, Darrell and I have a coffee addiction,

And Darrell, especially, enjoys Science Fiction.

Yesterday, I had a pretty good day, it went well,

And, 7 years ago, yesterday, began working at the Hotel,

Can not believe, it was that long ago,

And last night, we filled in for Jeff, on his show,

The Desert Skies, Pacific, Friday night's from 7 to 10,

And August Twenty-four, 2000 is when,

I began , my career in the hospitality industry,

I think, it is a good fit for me,

Yet, most, there, were not sure, if the job, I could do,

Though, most applicants, they take on face value,

And if they look, the part, and respond to the questions in the interview
well

Soon after, they are hired, and work at the hotel,

No doubts or other questions asked,

And assume, they, can do the tasks

Unlike most of us, whom are disabled, perhaps,blind?

Thoughts, may,cross their mind,

Excuses, an employer may find,

The employer may stall,

An applicant, they may not call,

Back as quickly or at all together,

Not sure, ifhe he or she , can storm the weather,

And I know, for most of us, this has been the case,

Yet, stayin the race,

It is not a waste,

Show initiative and that you would like to be employed there

That you're the right person for the job and someone, who does care,

And, be articulate,

And, they, will realize, you're the right one, the placement was a perfect
fit,

Yet, many, you will still have to convince, your work, demonstrate your
ability and skill,

And even then, some, will assume, you can not, they will,

Be resistant and not understand,

How, the job, you did land?,

And even if you apply for a full-time position, and only get hired
part-time,

The job, don't necessarily, decline

That, is exactly, what I did, they only needed me, 16 hours, on weekends, I
certainly, wanted more,

Yet, thought to myself, at least, I will get my foot in the door!

And I will then myself I will prove,

That, my employer, made the best move,

And hired me,

Despite the fact, that I can not at all see

So, I am grateful for the Boss I had and for the former director of
Human Resources as well,

If, it was not for them I would not be employed at the Hyatt Hotel,

It was they, whom gave me the chance and opportunity,

And since then, others now, see,

That I can do it, after all and glad, they did not foil

And most, there, see, that I am hard working, dedicated and loyal,

In fact, I have been awarded DST, Distinquished service Team , I think,
that is great, not bad,

And this is the best job, I have had.,

I have ben sitting here, writing for an hour

Still have not taken a shower,

Sitting here,in what else,?, my slippers and PJ's, as some of you know ,
two,of my favorite things

And I'd love, one of those porch swings,

And also would like a Rocking chair and a Victor stream so, you can
listen to music and read,

And a new bed, we need,

Hoping soon, we will go shopping for it,

And, again, are you a member of TWIT?

Do you Tweet? and my Acronym's for it,

Did you see?

Ridiculously silly I am, I do agree., ,

Today, I will not do much, will be lazy,

For the last two, have been especially crazy,

And some of you know

Because, you're my close friend, read my blog or listen to our show,

How, things lately, do, did go

And that my employer has decided to get new Technology,

That, we will use the blackbury's,

Or a new web site,

To log requests, whether, you work during the day,or the grave yard shift
in the middle of the night.

So, lately, I have been learning something new,

Said, it will improve the job, that we all do,

Quickly and efficiently logging all requests,

Whether, it is needed for a staff member or one of our guests.

I am one, who can usually multi-task,yet,not when, I am learning anything
new,

Then, more then one thing I can not do,

This is true,

The new application is called Iattendent,

And more time, I need , will be spent.

I will tell you about it later, another day,

More withit, I have to play,

And in an hour, we will listen to Desiree.

Last evening, Jeff was visiting with Family,

So, it was Darrell and me,

As said, we broadcasted, did his show,

Well,it did go,

It was our pleasure,

Don't know, if things, were done in proper measure?

We both, were a chatter box

Did not discuss, FS or our cable company, Cox,

We chatted way too much, but, noone seemed, to have an issue withit?,

And we told everyone,how to become a twit

And after the show, I wrotemore tweets and went on the zone,

Did not talk on the phone,

One can become addicted to twitter and certainly to the zone, hopefully,not
tang?

That is disgusting, and Jeff, when, are we all going to sing?

Well,not me?

When, are you going to have the Singing Bee?,

It was a month ago or so,

That, you first mentioned this game on your show

When will be the night?, the day?

And because, I am teasing, you will likely, get me to play,

But, me you will first,have to catch

And for that game, I am not at all a good match,

Though, I love to sing in the shower my own lyrics, I do compose,

And if you do get me to play, I will squirt you Jeff, with the hose,

Or , I will slip,Down your back someice,

So,my friend, to me, you better, be nice. J

And as for the Tweets, did you all see my acronym's I wrote after the
show?,it was late

Did you see, the silly ones, I did create?

About, technical Weirdoes impulsively Typing?, that one?

Or others I wrote?,I had fun,

What about, Trouble shooting web information timely,

Composed by me, Karen Lee?,

Or what about the one Teasing Wonderful individuals , tempting
sweets?

Or what about the other tweets?

Typing whispering ideas to strangers?

This one,your not sure?

Either am I,

I wrote the mon the fly,

What about, Talking with Individuals teriffic and silly?

Or something more silly?,

Tossing, whipped icecream to someone?

That is enough, you think? I am done.

This is it?

Now, you all know, I am truly a TWIT

And not the one, Twitter, does define,

Those, who really know me, friends of mine,

You know?

And now, I should go,

We, have no place to go,

Things to do, people to see,

So, going to spend it, together, Darrell and me,

you all take care stay well, for another day, the dose is done,

and now, going to go have fun.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Today's KDD: Twitted and Tuckered!

Its Thursday, August 23, at 7; 59,

How are you all? hope your doing fine?

I know, it has been awhile since I wrote,

Have not been in creative mode, you all, have been in the same boat,

Where, there is not much you want to share and you're unable to write?

For me, this is when I am not feeling right,

And there are issues unresolved, and something, is wrong, don't have inner
peace,

Can't release,

When, things are going well, thoughts and feelings I can disclose,

And it is easy, for me to compose

And create,

Yet, When, I am not doing great,

It's not that way,

Haven't felt the best, until today.

Well, actually, Monday, felt good , you know?

Was just too busy, preparing for the show,

For the Desert Café,

So, you all did not receive one, on that day.

However, Tuesday and Wednesday, I could not complete one,

Was going through personal stuff, so, it could not be done,

And though, I have sorted it all out in my mind and my heart,

I am not going to start,

Disclosing,

About that subject, not here, at least composing,

Not today, maybe, another tomorrow?

I will express my sorrow?

Yet, likely, not at all? but, my friends whom are very close and dear,

Know, what is going on here

And sorry, for you, the rest,

It is best,

That I let it lie, lay,

Okay?

This KDD, is now being written late in the evening, hope it makes sense?,

And due to the fact, its after 8, it will have to be condensed

And thus, using my Twitter, my tweets, as an outline,

I will create, this KDd of mine.

Some of you ask, what is a twitter? A Twit?

It is something that is really neat

Indeed,

Your family and friends, you can read,

What they are doing throughout their day,

What they say,

What, they write,

If they have an account, at twitter.com's web site.

Like anything, on the web, you have to register and have a login and
password to compose a twit,

In 140 words or less, make it all fit.

For people like me,

It is difficult you see,

And also, I don't like my user name, Karen Lee,

It is not each name alone, but Karen Lee, together, I don't like very well

Karen Lee sounds like a Southern Belle,

And I am definitely, not a Southern Gal at all, I am from the North East,
Jersey, from the garden State,, most, know that, from what you have red,

And after, this is done, will go to bed.

Anyway, I went back to work today, but, did not have the time,

To send a KDD, online,

To my blog, Karen's Corner, not Karen's Nook,

Too much, time, it would have took,

And, I did not have today to write,

I spent most of it, being trained on a new web site.

As you may recall, we were getting new Technology, the Bllackbury to use,

They now choose,

To send all requests,

For not just our guests,

For all our staff,

To be sent this way, supposed to cut time in half?

More efficient? And to keep track of guest requests and engineering repairs
to be complete?

And if I can effectively use this order form, it will truly be neat,

A Fantastic way, for us all staff to keep track,

Yet, something, it does lack,

Yes, indeed,

The lists, Jaws, cannot read

Without, much manipulation and quite tedious very slow,

Not very well, it did go.

It wouldn't be so bad, if I had more time to spend,

More time the trainer did lend,

To helping me today,

For me to play

And someone else, could answer the phones and give requests over the
radio,

While, I concentrate on this, you know?

I am great at multi-tasking, some are not, but, it, I usually can do,

Yet, not when, I am learning anything new,

Especially, if it is electronics or tech related, Confusion my brain, seems
to be,

I am not good at this stuff, not me,

I need help, get frustrated, but don't quit,

And I then, eventually, get the hang of it.

However, it would have been best,

If, they had a co-worker, take care of our Guests,

And have done my job for awhile

After, I would have still been wearing a smile,

Rather, then a headache,

After two hours,I had to take a break,

In need of one,

I wasn't at all having fun!

Not at all!

Somehow, I made it through and took all the calls,

And all the requests,

For not just our staff, but our guests,

Too,

If you stayed, at our hotel, would take care of you,

And provide top quality service, for everyone there,

You all know, I do care

There, would be no doubt,

And, sorry, Guys, getting tuckered out,

It has been a wicked long day,

As well as sometime I want to spend with Darrell okay?

Time, I want to spend with him,

Not swim,

Not tomorrow, or tonight,

Yet, spend time, alright.

I have to wake up at 4; 30, before 5,

At that time, I am barely alive,

I leave at 5; 30, and around 6, to work I arrive,

And it takes another few hours, before; I am truly among the living,

Yet, my time, I am still giving,

Just as long, as I inject more caffeine,

Into my bloodstream,

It will do the trick, for hours, I work and stayin my seat,

And if you can, go tweet,

Be a twitter too,

If you don't know, don't have a clue,

Check it out, my friend,

Highlights of your day, links to articles or anything, you can send,

You can reply to another's twit,

You can be serious or have humor and whit,

But, don't forget, make it all fit,

And if not,

You can continue to say a lot

Just send another tweet,

Does not necessarily, have to be sweet,

Just send a tweet, or a twat,

And twitter.com is where it is at,

Thanks to Jack,

He now, has an Audio CAPTCHA for us blind folks, isn't that cool?

And if you're a busy person, but, want all to know-how you are, this is an
amazing tool,

Mi Amigos,

And this is my KDD, Is compose,

For the day, the night,

Take care, alright?

I plan on writing more tomorrow, so just wait,

But, if not, hope your Friday, is great,

And I will have the weekend Free,

And Monday too: after tomorrow, Back Tuesday, I have to be.

Its going on 9; 30,

Still have to take a shower, am dirty,

So, need to get on my way, have a great night,

Stay tuned to my site.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Today's KDD: Black Bury and Chicken Currie

Its 7;30 on Sunday August nineteen
And its hard to believe our nephew Bobby is today, fourteen,
My Sister Tara and Her Husband, their son,
And Today, at work much to get done.

Bobby was only 9 months old when I did graduate,
And do hope your day is great.

Amazing, that my College graduation, was that long ago,
And oh, fast Children do grow.

Though, my Degree is in Psychology, I am employed at a Hotel,
And last night, we both slept well,
We went to bed at 8,
And this morning, I was almost late,
Yet, to work I made it, barely on time,
And today, I am wonderfully fine.

Honestly, not really, just don't want to discuss it,
And here, 4 people did quit,
One permanent and three Temp employees,
And Dottie is playing CD's,
We are listening to Madonna play,
And Dottie has breakfast from room service again for us all today.

Due to the busy week, we all had, and to keep all motivated,
And as I said,
I know it has been a few days since I wrote, a KDD, the daily dose of
the day,
So, today, I think I will have a lot to say,

However, not exactly sure, where to start,
And today, we have over two hundred rooms to depart.

I am not feeling enthusiastic and lost my spirit for most everything
including this,
And for 3 days, a KDD, you all have missed.

So, this, I am going through the motion,
And wish, I could be at the ocean,
I will try and do my best,
And very glad, last night, I got much rest.

I guess, I will begin with changes herein the work place, not sure,
when, it will be,
But, we will be using the Black bury,
As a communication device,
Isn't that nice?
This is what they want to use,
Was not happy at all, when I heard the news.

They want to utilize the black bury to improve communication, like
instant messaging requests,
Think it will be best,
They say, it will increase productivity, and be more quick and
efficient service for all our guests.

Some of you may know, inaccessible is the Blakbury,
And one of my favorite things is, Chicken Currie,
A favorite dish,
, what is wrong with using these Nextel
instead?

We would have to read, write and text messaging on these things,
Uncertainty it brings,
Yet, thanks to Darrell, Jeff and Don, think, I will be alright?
And Darrell and tina were Teasing me, saying, a book I would write,
And that, I will not be able to do,
Fast, I will have to send the messages through,
Here at work, with my co-workers, and there are many here at the
hotel,
And off the wagon, I did not fell,
Did not fall,
At all,

I am trying to write and stay in rhyme
And could not think of anything to rhyme with black bury,
Except for Chicken Currie,
And I am trying to write this in a hurry,
We have many VIP's and guest to depart
And tomorrow , we will play top hits on the charts,
And music you don't here, much these days,
Like 80's and other oldies,
And right now, here, Adam Aunt's, Goodie two shoes,
And we will also take requests you choose.

Friday night, we did Jeff's show,
And well it did go,
WE had an I.Q and played great music, no beastie Boys,
And that night, some kids made much noise,
Outside, by the pool, they kept us awake,
Through, the day yesterday, we did make,
But, early to bed we did go, before 9, we went,
And not as much time on this, can be spent,
Sorry, to say,
But, it is a busy day,
And glad my computer is working and nothing in disarray,
Unlike yesterday,
They waxd the floor, the other night,
In our office, it took a little time, to get things right.

Its after 10 o'clock, and I need to go,
Lots of work to do you know?

You all take good care and stay well okay?
Do have a fantastic day.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Yesterday KDd: Vulnerability

Its Thursday, August sixteenth, 10 minutes before my shift gets
underway,
And hope you all have a wonderful day,
Do hope your day is fine and truly great,
And I am sitting here with a blank slate.

Not sure, where to begin,my fingers, locked in place
What do I say?, will I fill this Space?
Perhaps, if I hadmore sleep last night?,
I would know exactly what to write?

The second cup of coffee has been poured, and it,I have begun to
drink to help me, get through
Just as many do,
Each day,
Especially while they are working away.

As I said, I did not sleep well last night,
Yet, I know, I will be alright,
Neither nor Darrell or I, could fall asleep: as to the source,its
unknown,
Yet, though, it was late,we both went to the zone,
Yep, we both hopped onto the information highway,
For a little while we did play
It was at 1 o'clock,,
Not sure, what Darrell did, but, I visited , the writer's block.
And looked at quicknotes I did get,
About 30 minutes, we were on the net.

So, again, to bed I went and still could not sleep well,
Not sure, when, to sleep I fell?
On this day , 4 months ago,
I began my blog, that, did you know?

To date, I have 233 posts, this would make 234,
Not sure, if I will do this anymore?
Maybe, I will shut it down? no more KDD's publically composed?
Feelling vulnerable, I suppose??

As you said Darrell, in your KDB, it was very revealing,
As well as numerous of other posts about myself, are very
personal,this is how I am feelling

Usually I am not one, who discloses so much about myself so
publically
This is not me.

I am able to reveal things about myself, to those I know I can trust,
those who accept me and my imperfections and all,
For the rest of the world, I build a wall,
Not allowing most to get close, and to get to know the real me,
So, this is why, you see.

I think I chose this path and approach, because, it would give me a
way,
To display,
My writing, and begin the process of
Writing a book,
Yet at times, feel like people are getting a closer look,
And too much so,
Do you know?
Can you identify?
Can my explanation, can you buy?

Not sure, right now, what I will do will not make a decision at this
time,
Otherwise, Iam fine
Really I am, being sincere,
Wish, though, I could be more awake over here,
Maybe, more I will write later, we shall see,
A super day, for you,hope it will be.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Today's KDd: Misilanious Mashup !

It's Wednesday the fifteenth of August at nine,

Hope your all well, doing fine?

Having a lovely day?

Right now, I won't be able to write much, will write more later to day,

I am heading out to see the Chiropractor, an adjustment I definitely need,
so I can do my daily living tasks and write

And we had another storm last night,

More lightening and thunder yet, it did not last long,

And, don't like the song,

That's playing on our xm Radio,

Not so much the song, but, the artist, you know?

I don't like Rod Stuart and what he represents, how he treats women, loves
them and leaves,

And later today, this KDD, you will receive.

I will feel better after I have my adjustment, have more mobility, range
and less pain

And I am sure; we will get more rain,

Its monsoon season, so, I am sure of it,

And wanted to tell you about, a site that is a hit.

You may already be aware of it,

Its zonebbs.com, it's the best its great,

Darrell and I both were up late,

Playing around over there, I went to explore,

Today, I will go back for more

However, can not do it now, my ride just drove up, so need to split okay?

Its now, afternoon, have been home for awhile, better I feel, and more
range of motion I have and in little pain, that is great,

And, I am finding it difficult to concentrate.

Our Maintenance Guy is working right outside our office window,

What he's doing, I don't know,

Sounds like a weed eater or something for the lawn, that kind of tool,

And after Darrell's work phone conference tonight, we will likely go
swimming in the pool.

Speaking of Darrell, he's not here, he's at alunch meeting, at a restaurant,
" Joe's Crab Shack,

Soon, he will be back.

We were told this networking meeting, would be yesterday,

At this time, from what our Friend Stacey did say,

Yet, she had the day wrong, made an mistake,

Fortunately, Darrell, got a ride there today, no dial-a-ride , bus or cab
to take.-

I will find out how the meeting went,

If it was worth the time that was spent,

And if he felt it was productive and all,

And it is near the Arizona Mills Mall.

Speaking of productivity and worth people's time,

Thought Main Menu, last night, was more then fine,

It was great and if you hadn't already listen, take a look, go to
mainstream,

And learn all about the Victor reader stream.

I have to select music for our show,

Since, tomorrow, off to work I go,

And I again, have to work all weekend , but, will be home for our show,

It is disappointing, yet, I am grateful for all I have; my health,
family,friends,my job, this web site,

And my ability to think, create and to write

As I was saying do check out the zone BBS, there is so much there,

You can play games; trivia, hang man, your ideas you can share,

There are various boards that you can go and discuss and debate,

Around the world, not just locally, in your state.

Just about anything you can think of,

One of these boards, your bound to love,

If you're interested in sports, movies, broadcasting, reading,

Daily living, animal's technology, or eating

Health, food and drink,

You can express what you think,

there is a writer's block, to submit, ones creativity,

Though, I don't think I am, I like this one for me

There is a place to go, if your searching for a job, just want to jam, or
having a garage sale,

You can also send quick notes and private e-mail,

There are discussion boards for parents, teens, singles, for everyone,

Go over, you will have fun!

There is also a way to express your opinions about news, and you can
also rant and rave,

Or talk about anything, like, foods that you crave,

Or provide assistance for another,

Whether, it is yourself, friend, family member, like your son or your
mother.

It is something, I like well,

And hope, ,it to you, I sell?

Check it out for yourself, give it a shot,

I think, you will like it a lot,

Darrell says, it reminds him, of the old days, of the bulletin boards around
then,

Way back when,

That, I don't know, just can speak from what I see today,

And I need to go, have things to do, but, you have a wonderful day.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Petwarmers: The Post office Noone hears about

Again, Here is a beautiful story. It made me cry. It is very touching and
I miss all my four legged friends in rainbow heaven. ( First, there is
Odell, a German Shepard puppy we raised through 4-H for The Seeing Eye
backin 1974, that long ago) The rest were, Reilly ( a shepard Husky we had
after Odell and was quite special, he really watched over me, when, I
lost my sight ,even when, he was old and had trouble getting up.) We also
had Finnigan, Fitzgerald and his Sister Zelda. ,Finny, was a mutt and the
other two were doberman's. I did not know those 3 as much, because I was
older and not at home much,yet, they were special. Of course, I can not
forget two very special pups, Topper and Chanelli, my first two dog Guides.
They, will always have a special place in my heart. Take care and enjoy.

The POST OFFICE NO ONE HEARS ABOUT

Our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month.
The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was
crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey. She asked if we
could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God
would recognize her.
She dictated and I wrote:

Dear God,
Will you please take special care of our dog, Abbey?
She died yesterday and is in heaven. We miss her
very much. We are happy that you let us have her
as our dog even though she got sick. I hope that you
will play with her.
She liked to play with balls and swim before she got sick.
I am sending some pictures of her so that when you see
her in heaven you will know she is our special dog.
But I really do miss her.
Love, Meredith Claire
P.S. Mommy wrote the words after I told them to her.

We put that in an envelope with two pictures of Abbey, and
addressed it to God in Heaven. We put our return address on it. Then
Meredith stuck some stamps on the front (because, as she said, it may
take lots of stamps to get a letter all the way to heaven) and that
afternoon I let her drop it into the letter box at the post office.
For a few days, she would ask if God had gotten the letter yet.
I told her that I thought He had.
Yesterday there was a package wrapped in gold paper on our front
porch. Curious, I went to look at it. It had a gold star card on the
front and said "To Meredith" in an unfamiliar hand. Meredith took it
in and opened it. Inside was a book by Mr. Rogers, When a Pet Dies.
Taped to the inside front cover was the letter we had written to God,
in its opened envelope
On the opposite page, one of the pictures of Abbey was taped
under the words "For Meredith."
We turned to the back cover, and there was the other picture of
Abbey, and this handwritten note on pink paper:

Dear Meredith,
I know that you will be happy to know that Abbey arrived
safely and soundly in Heaven! Having the pictures you sent
to me was such a big help. I recognized Abbey right away.
You know, Meredith, she isn't sick anymore. Her spirit is here
with me -- just like she stays in your heart -- young and running
and playing. Abbey loved being your dog, you know.
Since we don't need our bodies in heaven, I don't have any
pockets! So, I can't keep your beautiful letter. I am sending it
back to you with the pictures so that you will have this book to
keep and remember Abbey.
One of my angels is taking care of this for me. I hope the little
book helps. Thank you for the beautiful letter. Thank your
mother for sending it. What a wonderful mother you have!
I picked her especially for you.
I send my blessings every day and remember that I love
you very much.
By the way, I am in heaven but wherever there is love,
I am there also.
Love, God
and the special angel who wrote this after God told her the words.

As a parent and a pet lover, this is one of the kindest things
that I've ever experienced. I have no way to know who sent it, but
there is some very kind soul working in the dead letter office.
Just wanted to share this act of compassion

-- author unknown

Heartwarmers: Aren't we lucky?

The best thing to happen to mornings since the Sun!

Your morning thought for the day:
The ornament of a house is the friends who frequent it.

--Ralph Waldo Emerson
( love this ! :)

I love this story and hope you do too?. I have had friends like
this,not from Elementary School but High School and College. I have two
very dear friends, Mary Anne, from N . J. We went to High School together
and then, there is my friend Lynda whom I met at Bradford College.
Though, we don't talk often, when, we do, it seems like yesterday, no time
passes, very little. Its so wonderful to have friends like this,isn't it?
I hope those whom are my friends from yesterday and or today, will be
friends tomorrow.
Last year, both Mary Anne and Lynda attended our Wedding in Boston. I have
not seen them in years, Lynda, 12 years and Mary Anne it was about 5.
yet, as this woman says in her message,no time passed, there was much to
chat about. This is the case if the friend is dear and true. :) What a
wonderful gift ey?
Also,just recently, Darrell reunited with a friend, Cyndi and her sister
Sheri from High School, going back 20 years. We all had a great time, they
had a chance to catch up and I now have made two new friends. Take care
and enjoy the below message.
,When was the last time you met up with an old elementary or high
school classmate, or childhood friend? And who initiated the
contact? You or your friend?
Sometimes you can be apart for 20, 30, even 40 years, and pick
up the conversation like it was yesterday. You'll enjoy today's
story and it might bring back a recent memory, or give you an excuse
to pick up the phone and call someone you haven't heard from in years.
AREN'T WE LUCKY?
by Claudia Chyle Smith

"Hi, Claudia, do you remember me? Sally Maklin? Actually,
Sally Maklin Davis now. I got your email address from Judy in
Wisconsin and since I'll be in D.C. next week visiting my daughter I
hope we might meet for lunch."
I studied the email and waited for a rush of recognition. Sally
Maklin, huh. Nothing stirred, no image formed, no memory rushed
forward.
"Wait, wasn't she that girl with the shiny brown pony tail and
freckles across her nose who came over after school to play in 5th
grade?" I wondered. Yes, that was Sally. She was a pistol. Oh my
gosh, I haven't thought of her or seen her in -- well, it's been a
long, long time.
My curiosity was piqued and I wrote back that our years at
McKinley Elementary school in Wauwatosa, Wisconsin, were distant
memories but I would enjoy meeting her for lunch and finding out more
about her life. And I was curious. Why would someone want to see me
again after such a long time?
We agreed on a restaurant in a mall half way between her
daughter's house and mine for the following Tuesday.
That morning, as I got dressed, it occurred to me that Sally
wouldn't still be the smooth-faced girl with freckles and a shiny
ponytail. Wondering how we'd recognize each other struck me as
slightly absurd. Is it possible to recollect a face not seen in more
than 45 years? I laughed out loud thinking about it.
Suddenly I felt a little nervous. What would we talk about?
What if she's strange? What if we have completely different opinions
about the world and have nothing to talk about?
I drove to the mall thinking I'd been impetuous in agreeing to
meet her. On one hand, I was flattered that someone from so far back
in my life had wanted to reconnect with me and on the other hand I
was wondering why.
Clustered around the hostess's station were pairs and foursomes
waiting to be seated, no singles.
And suddenly there she was -- a slender woman walking toward me,
arms outstretched, to share a big, warm hug. Sally's eyes made me
remember her in a flash. They danced like bright brown marbles in
her smooth face. She had an easy smile and a comfortable look about
her. It felt as if I'd known her forever.
Within minutes, we were eating our salads and picking up the
outlines of our lives as if we had simply stepped out of the room for
a minute and then returned. We talked about our families, her summer
home in Minnesota, our work, her husband's impending retirement and
our mutual friends in Wisconsin. Our conversation sailed on easily.
I relaxed and realized how good an old friendship can be.
"You know," she said leaning toward me, "the first time I ever
ate lamb was at your house and your mother served it with mint jelly.
She was really something and I learned a lot from her."
She knew my mother and father! She'd been to my house on 81st
Street. My mother had taught her things. How many people are left
on this earth who can say that? I was humbled by this thought and
overwhelmed with gratitude that Sally had taken a chance on emailing
me and that I had agreed to meet her. We made plans to meet every
time she came back to the area for a visit.
When we got up to leave, Sally said, "Oh, let's get a photograph
taken, I've brought my camera."
The hostess, a young woman of about 20, took the camera and
motioned us to stand close together.
"We haven't seen each other in more than 49 years," I said to her.
Her eyes widened. She lowered the camera and looked at us as if
really seeing us for the first time.
"Why are you getting together now?" she asked.
I looked at Sally, who grinned back at me. She slipped her arm
around my shoulder and we both turned toward the young woman and
smiled.
"Because we can," I said. "And aren't we lucky?"

-- Claudia Chyle Smith <csmithcomm at aol.com>

___________________________________________

Today's KDD: last night much Rain and in much Pain

Its Tuesday August Fourteenth at 9and I am yawning away

In the Background Whitney Houston's , " get so Emotional" does play,

And hope you all are having a good day?.

After writing so much in the last few days, I don't have as much to say,
Maybe today, I have writer's Block?

And now, I here, Eagles, Hotel California, it does Rock,

Who would want to stay at that Hotel?

And last night, I did not sleep well.

We had a wicked bad storm here,

The lightening was near,

A little too close for my comfort level, you know?

And the wind was fierce, thought a tree would crash through the window

The rain came pouring down and the trees, am sure, they did sway

Yet, everything seems to be fine today,

Everything seems quiet

And not sure, what is going on at Hyatt,

But, I don't care,

I am off until Thursday and hope you like what I did share?,,

Yesterday, on my Blog? Darrell's Birthday Dose, it was rather long and much
I did recall,

The major details, and significant events in his life,

Before and after I became his wife.

And I admit, wasn't it crazy, how we came and went in other's life? not too
many, would have hung in there?,

Made it through?, still care?

Now, perhaps, you understand why, it took so long before we said I do?

Even I, had my doubts too,

And as I said in the Birthday dose , I thought, that chapter was closed,

And it took several hours, for that KBD for me to compose,

I was quite frustrated, almost quit, yet, I wanted to see if it, could be
done,

And though, it took forever and I had to write it in stages, I had fun.

I am grateful that Darrel and Jeff, convinced me to begin my own web site,
to have a blog to express my creativity, you know?

Wish, I had started it long ago,

Yet, I did not, but, now, I am online,

And as of last night, Posts to my blog, are 129

Today's will make 130,and my arm is hurting, so not sure, how long this
will be. it does ache,

And for about an hour, I have been awake.

We had fun, doing our show, we always have a good time, bringing it to you,

And today, I have housework to do,

And how are you Twitties? Are you twitting away?

Have a tweet and pleasant day,

Seriously, some of you, are working away,

Like ,Darrell and Jeff, yet, Darrell, you have a meeting later today,

Your leaving around 11, to go over to a restaurant, " Joe's Crab shack",

Probably around one or so, you will be back?

You are getting involved in a networking group, it is very new,

It is a small group: You, Stacey, our friend and a dog groomer, her friend
Kay, a photographer, our friend Andrea , a Chiropractor, Anthony, a massage
Therapist and you,

A Computer guru

This evening, Main Menu will be on again, for the first time in
weeks,Jeffhas done a demonstration,

Of the victor stream and then, they will be live, so listen to the show

And soon, I have to go,

I have things to do,and I am in pain,

And wonder, if we will get more rain?

Do take care and stay well okay?

Have a wonderful day.

Monday, August 13, 2007

KBD: Darrell's Special Birthday Dose

Here,is a very,very long but quite special dose for you all. This is all
About Darrell, the story of his life. At first, thought I could not do
this, but I continued to work on it for the last few days. , writing away
and somehow, someway, I managed to complete this. It is amazing that I
could write 17 pages. I think the finished product is pretty good as well
as you all will likely get to know both of us better by reading this. Check
it out and tell me what you think. Hope you enjoy this as much as I did
composing it. Tomorrow, I will compose a KDD and tell you about my last two
days. Take Care and stay well.

On August 11, in 1973, in Champaign-Urbana Illinois

Was born a baby Boy,

It was you Darrell, at least two months premature,

Your Prognosis, the Doctor's were not sure,

You had Congenital Glaucoma and Rubella

Only weighed a few pounds,just a tiny fella,,

Not only were you Deaf-Blind, but had a problem with your heart,

You began life, with a rough start.

You're Biological Mother Cheryl, who gave birth to you,

Was very young, only about 17, did not know what to do,

So, her Mom, your Grandmother, Betty Lou,

Adopted you

As her own, her and her Husband Don, They are all you did know,

They took care of you

And helped you to grow.

Cheryl and her Sister Michelle,

A year or two earlier, were not doing very well,

Their Brother Darrell, passed away,

In 71 or 72, he did die,

Was shot, involved in a gang that is why.

The Entire Family, had a hard time, missed him so,

Cheryl, more then anyone did know,

Her heart did break,

And she became pregnant with you,

You were then, named after Darrell, that is true.

Since you could not see or hear,

They kept you close, near,

And for the first 6 years, you were isolated, from the outside world,

Could not at all communicate,

No one, knew your fate,

What you would be capable of, and how much potential you had,

And you probably felt very sad,

Since you were not able to express and verbalize,

Due to your disabilities and small size.

Despite Everything,

Your Mom was very glad, into this world, Cheryl, you, she did bring,

Your Parents loved you like their own, Delighted you were on this

Earth,

Unlike some medical experts, they knew you had much worth,

And knew most obstacles, you would overcome,

Recognized, how bright you were, that you were not at all dumb.

Your Mom took care of you,

And Michelle, your sister too.

They were there for you, night and day,

Understood, what your needs were, though you could not say,

You had numerous of surgeries, when just a little thing,

When, at age 6, to the West, you, your folks, did bring.

Out to Tucson Arizona, in 1980, to the Southwest,

Where, there was warm climate, your Dad had health problems, so, they

Thought it was best.

And two years earlier,in 78, 3 ear operations, you had, first two, did not

Take,

But, the last and the third, a difference, it did make,

And for the first time, you were able to hear, had a speech

Pathologist,

Work with you, to catch up on all that you had missed,

Since, for years, you were behind,

You said, she was kind

And taught you well,

And after several months, a couple years, sounds you can tell,

After awhile, all sounds, you can differentiate

And began to speak and despite talking late,

You could speak well, your comprehension of language, was excellent,

No real speech impediment, as if, no time passed, well it all went

Yet, took a few years until about age 8 or 9,

Before you were fine,

And were on track, on your way,

And these experiences, has an impact on who you are today.

Your Speech Therapist, taught you much, various sounds, running

Water,

Phone ring, slam of a door,

Voices, music, laughter and so much more.

Not only did you have 3 operations for your ears, but dozens for

Your eyes, starting about age 3,

Maybe, much earlier then this?

I know, due to all your surgeries, about 80, much school you did

Miss.

Your folks decided to home school you instead

You had a very good instructor from what you had said,

In about second grade you went to ASBD, you call it the Braille

Jail, there, you did not like to go,

Yet, you met a friend, who was older, who played on the radio,

Who were a ham, and 7 years older then you?

His name is Jeff Bishop; he has become our very close friend

Too.

While at ASBD, you spent much time reading in the library, not taking

Gym,

And Jeff, you got to know, spent time with him,

He showed you his rig and he and some others helped you get your

FCC license, you learned how, they did tic,

You got on the shtick ,

And by age 11, you were an expert, way ahead of others, much older

Then you,

This was your favorite thing to do.

Mount Lemon, you did like to go,

And few times Tucson, got snow,

You like to play; you thought it was great,

And often, every night, you be up reading, falling asleep, staying up

Late,

Or work, calls, call ICQ,

Do research on their demographics, anyone you chat with too,

You participated in many contests, and, manually , all, you would log,

And from what you said, growing up, you had two dogs,

Their names, were Sparky and Spoc,

And you grew up in the 80's enjoyed music,

R & B, hip hop.

In school, you were often bored, and grades ahead, except for

Mathematics,

You had some friends, like the girls best, the chicks,

When much younger, you had a best friend named Rusty, not Steve,

And at the end of eighth grade, ASBD, you did leave.

However, changing schools, was not easy for you to do,

Much you and your parents had to go through.

The Educators, felt, in public school, you did not belong,

That, you couldn't care for yourself, but, we all know, they were

Wrong.

Unfortunately, the NFB had to file a lawsuit with the school

District, which you won,

That outcome, had a significant impact on you, a ton,

So, across town you did live and attended Polo Verde High, your

First year, you thought it was great,

Met Cyndi and Sheri, were close, until she did graduate,

It was her senior year, but Sheri had two more years to go,

And you missed Cyndi, more then anyone did know.

In your sophmore year, Cyndi had a major accident that altered her

Life for ever,

Some walked away from her, yet, you did never,

You stood by her, along with some others,

Some friends, her family, Sister and Mother.

You sent her get well cards every day,

During the first month, the hospital, she did stay,

You all did care,

And time, together, you did share,

After, she was out of the Hospital, yet, not much time spent,

Back to College she went,

To the U of A,

While you were attending High School each day.

About that time, you met Jennifer Feingold she was your first

Girlfriend, you met her backing 84,

Yet, it was then, you, she did adore,

And after her, you had a few more.

During those days, you met someone named Kim and another

Jennifer too,

You did not know what to do,

So dated them both, Kim and Jen,

Typical Guys, and like some Men

You were playing the field, took you a long time to find Ms. Right, you
could not choose,

And you loved to watch History and News,

And when you were younger then 13, you loved, Night Rider, it was one of

Your favorite shows, along with Dukes of Hazard, when you were

Small,

And you ran through the halls

And had an assistant, named Gloria, to take notes in class,

And you were on the Debate Team, and Driver's Ed you did pass.

Kathy, a Resource Teacher influenced you, but especially Gloria was
instrumental in your Education too.

She taught much and got you up to speed

And ever since you have been young, you love to read.

In 89, you went to the Prom with Kim, you have Memories you

Recall,

You did not like to go to the mall,

As much as playing on the radio, or your computer, had an Apple 2 E,

You used the technology,

To do your school work and used Bulletin Boards like Jeannie,

Messages, you would compose,

These skills, gave you the foundation, to be in the career you

Chose.

You loved to have a modem and played on the net,

And you were involved with the NFB, many you met,

through the Arizona Affiliate, Chapter in

Tucson,

Though leadership positions, you never did run.

Many people knew who you were, both in the state and in the

Nation,

Just as many know you today, from your blog and the ACB interactive

Station.

In 1991, you graduated from Polo Verde,

And attended the U of A.

You majored in Information systems, and your first semester well, did not go

, not great,

And in college, you did not like most of your roommates.

After that year, you transferred to ASU,

And were there until 92

In that summer, you met Tina, at a NFB National Convention, in

Charlotte N. C, via the ham Radio,

While you two were exploring the hotel, and the amusement park,

You did go,

In the fall of 92, you began at ASU in Tempe, our house, is about a

Mile,

You and Tina, would talk for a while,

On the phone, for hours at night

As well as E-mail, you would write.

I think you used Elm and Pine

In those days, you were often online.

In 1994, Tina headed off to go to The Colorado Center for the Blind in Denver Colorado,

The college program, she did go.

She persuaded you, you went in June, you did not think, it

Was a waste,

This was the same time as, the O J Simpson, car chase.

Soon after, Denver you did go, you met a girl named Mary,

Not Kerry.

You and Mary were attracted to each other,

It took Tina and Melissa, not your mother,

To get you to see the light, before you began to date.

You dated for a few months and then, it was Christmas Break, home, I think,
you did go,

And then, I arrived on January 7, 1995, don't recall, if they had snow,

I think not, it was a beautiful day,

And I flew a long way,

Flew from Connecticut to Colorado,

I was excited but also nervous you know?

I did not think I would make friends really with anyone,

For me, that is much easier said then done.

Tina was my roommate, Mentor,

And Darrell, you lived in the same building, but not next door,

Tina wanted to take me to lunch, and in the parking lot, you did wait,
you did stand,

With your ham radio, but, I did not understand,

I thought you were a guard and I asked if you were, I usually, don't talk to
people at first, you know?

Then, we all walked over to Wendy's on a street called Monaco,

Jennifer and her boyfriend Kevin,joined us there too,

You brought your Braille and Speak, with you out to eat,

And Maybe, I swept you, off your feet?,

Because, it, you did forget, left it thereon the table,

And we did search for it, and you did not get it back, you were not able

To find, it, you did replace,

And you were known as QFI, down the street, you would race

Running everywhere,

You were on the go, you did not care,

You would walk fast, almost at a jog not afraid of anything or anyone,

Would tap your cane in rhythm almost run.

Soon after you met me, you and Mary Broke up, in 3 weeks, we began to date,

Then, in March of 95, I retired my first dog Guide Topper, and from me, you
needed space again,

And it was then,

I was introduced to the internet and E-mail with a modem, I learned to send,

As well as I began to make a few friends.

I became addicted to e-mail then, messages; I would read and write,

And after Rock Climbing all day with the Center, we would watch Movies and
order Pizza at night.

In April Mary and Melissa completed their program, and Mary and Melissa went
to Missouri, to Mary's hometown Branson, about an hour from Springfield

And, Darrell, your heart still did not heel,

It still ached, and mine for you,

This makes me think of, J Gilles, Love Stinks, do you remember that song?

And it took long,

Mary, you still did love,

And you probably prayed to God, wanting answers from above

However, you did not know how much you were in love with her,

You were not sure,

And in July, Everyone from CCB, went to the NFB National Convention in
Chicago, it was alright,

Like the exhibits best, and on the way home, we sat together on the flight,

It began as small talk and then, we sorted things out,

And decided to get back together, despite everyone's doubts.

A month later, from the Center you did graduate,

August 16, was the date,

Tina had graduated on March twenty-three

So, all that was left of our little group was me


You and tina had an apartment together, over on Ash,
and you wanted some work experience, and needed cash,
and the bills you had to pay.
In the fall, you landed your first job, working for Stonehinge an ISP doing
Tech support,

Your commute to DTC Denver Tech Center, was not short,

It was a long one indeed,

Still you took the bus and did reed.

You did not mind, you were getting a paycheck, and working 9 to 5,

And at the end of the year, found out, that Mary and Melissa would arrive

After the Christmas Holidays,

Again, your spirits were raised,

Though, we were still together,

But not as close, freezing cold was the weather.

In January of 96,

The two were back, Frick and Frack,

Mary and Melissa were back,

The dynamic Duo,

And me, you let go,

And we went our separate ways, for me, that was so hard to take,

You, I could not shake,

However, I went on and so did you,

You and Mary became serious, engaged and in a year said I do,

And I assumed, we, were through,

And so, did everyone,

And in the spring, I was done,

I completed two programs, the adjustment to blindness,

And SRT Training, Customer Service, the staff, thought it was best

To do both, for myself,

And then, was not good my mental health

I was stressed out, balanced I was attempting to find,

And I could not get you, off my mind.

Though, I was happy Independence I did again gain, and office skills I did
learn,

All ready to get a job again, that paycheck, I too, would earn.

Yet, I could not find one and regretted our relationship,

And all I could find, was a paid internship,

With CCB,

Thought , that was not the right fit for me

But, took it anyway,

As the Center's Receptionist, and enjoyed it each day.

Two months after I was there, I had my accident, the day before, August 10,
we went to the Amusement Park, Elitches, in Denver, and it was pretty far,

We all had fun, but not everyone wanted to sit with me, in the same car

, I had a pierceless scream that is why,

I also would hysterically laugh, not cry,

But, Darrell you and Tina sat with me, you thought it was alright,

And, it was the first time, I loved Roller Coasters, think, they are a
blast without sight.

Anyway,

WE were there all day

Don't know what we ate, certainly, not cotton Candy, disgusting and sticky,

And by midnight, I lost my voice, sounded like mini mouse, not Mickey.

The next day was your Birthday, and it, we all did celebrate, remember, it
was sunny, and not too hot,

Julie M and I were walking through the parking lot,

To get to your Party,

Yet, I did not make it, not me,

Instead ,I fell off the ledge, from the top lot, to the one below,

Six feet to the ground, and the hospital, I had to go,

Tina, came with me in the ambulance, because, I was not close with you,

Or Mary and Melissa too.

However, you visited me twice in the Hospital, at, Swedish before surgery
I had,

You felt bad,

Another visit you made there,

And I knew then , for me, you still did care,

Yet, it was difficult to stay friends,

And, I knew, it would be a long recovery, before I would mend.

Your Wedding with Mary, you two, continued to plan, ,

across the streets, you ran.

At CCB, you continued to work,

As one of their Computer instructors , and though, you were not a jerk,

I couldn't couldn#39;t be around you,

I felt sad and rehab I had to do

And get back on my feet once more, took very long for me to stand,

Now and then, you tried to give me a hand

Yet, it I wouldn't really allow,

Things were certainly, not like they are now

Four months after home care, work, I did return,

Everyone, showed concern,

Asked me if I was alright? fine?

And, at first, I'd could only work two hours at a time

I would place a pillow under my arm, the pain was excruciating

And wonder if, I would ever will be wanted to be dating.

On February 27, of 97 you were hit by a truck on Broadway and Evans Avenue

You were on your way to the Office, you had work to do,

This driver, did not see you at all,

He was on his cell phone, taking a call,

Not sure, how fast He did go,

Yet, recall, there was snow,

A few inches at least on the ground,

And on the street, you were found

You broke your leg, the femur bone, you did break,

And the Paramedics, to Denver General, DG, you, they did take.

Soon, after, you were hit,

I heard about it,

I was very worried, and I wanted to call, and find out how you were, you
know?

For months, I pretended I did not care, yet, I realized on this day,

I still did, the feelings never went away.

The next day, I visited you in your hospital room,

And of course, it took, almost 3 more years, before; again, our love would
bloom

You had surgery, and were in the hospital for a week,

And justice, you did seek.

The driver, you did sue,

And still today, this accident, has had a tremendous impact on you

In fact,

Independence, you do lack,

At least, for travel, you're limited where you go,

And though, you do try and go with the flow,

And from time to time cross streets, you are quite anxious, can't do this
with ease,

So, many people, say, it's a breeze,

Just get out there, and does it, travel, stay in the race,

Yet, you have not found that, to be the case

You do your best, to stay in the game,

To cross streets, but, life has not been the same,

Not since that day,

And hope some day,

I do pray.

You have PTSD,

So, I know, it will be difficult, you see.

By this time, 6 months passed since my accident, I was beginning to gain
use of my arm, but not much,

And I found it difficult to keep in touch

Yet, I was just beginning to use a computer since, August of 96, but not
many words at all I could type a minute,,

Took a couple hours to type a page or two,

And others things I was just beginning to be able to do,

Things, that we all take for granted every day of our life,

Get dressed, read Braiile , write and cut my food with a knife,

Even holding a paper plate, or a pen,

Did not know when,

I would be myself again.

I was back to work, witch was a very good thing, 28 to 32 hours a week

About 10 hours of therapy a week and I continued to utilize the Braille
and Speak,

In one-handed mode,

While you and Mary and Melissa lived a few blocks down the road.

Your recovery did not take as long,

You continued to work, plan the Wedding, choose a song,

Last minute details and all,

Wedding Guests to call.

In the spring of 97, you and Mary got married first in Colorado,

And in April back to Missouri, you did go.

I did go to the Wedding in March, I did attend

Even though, we couldn't really be friends,

I went, to end that , chapter of my life,

And, it would be several years, before you and I became husband and wife

We both continued to work for CCB, for a few months longer,

And my arm got stronger,

I was still in therapy, working as the receptionist, and we, did not talk,

While you, did contract work for CCB and for the most part could walk,

By then, you were not using a wheel chair or crutches, you still limped
around,

And by the fall , a new job you found

You began working for beyond Sight,

And again, I was ,could do most daily living tasks, began reading Braille
and E-mail and documents I could write.

So, you began working for Beyond Sight, or as you called it, Beyond Profit
only a few months you worked there,

And I think on some level, you did still care,

About me, you and Mary did not spend time with friends much, were just
together

And by now, cold, was the weather.

By Christmas, you and she decided to move back to Missouri, you said
goodbye,

And by then, two months, I had my second Dog guide ,Chanel ,from Seeing Eye.

After you two moved away,

I did not hear from you for months, not until one autumn day,

In October of 98,

And you did not enjoy, living in the state.

You and Mary were not doing well and you were depressed, communication
not good at all,

Up, was the wall,

And many misunderstandings you had,

You could not find work, felt isolated and were sad.

You two tried to hang in there,

But then, you began not too care,

As much, and felt you needed to separate,

From Mary, you're Wife, your mate.

For just a little while,

So, in May of 98, you traveled several miles,

On the greyhound, to Phoenix, the valley of the sun,

Not realizing, that your relationship with her is done.

You two, thought, you would reconcile,

But, it was too late, so, divorce papers, she began to file.

You were extremely depressed and guilt you felt, yet you attempted to get
back on your feet,

And tolerated the heat.

You found a job with Extreme Zone internet in Scottsdale,

Did more tech support, fixed customer's mail,

And so much more, 6 months in length,

You began to get your strength,

And move on, still not yourself , not feeling great at all,

And then in October, me, you did call.

We began to talk, did not know what to say,

Hurt feelings on both sides, but still chatted every day,

Just about, at least every other,

And my family and friends did not like you, especially, Linda and my
Mother.,

We would talk late at night, on the phone for hours at atime, quietly in
my room

We began to have feelings again, our love began to bloom.

However, you were still married and you were not divorced yet

So, I did not want to come there, but , we still talked on the phone and on
the net.

During this year, I tried to date,

Thought, it did not go great.

There names were Rick, Steve and Mark,

Yet, each relationship, only lasted a few months long, did not feel a
spark,

And we did not have much in common, especially with Steve

He drove me crazy, was needy and trying to get close to fast, so, asks
him to leave,,

Of course, in a nice way,

And though, Darrell,we talked just about every day,

Not sure which way,

Our relationship would head,

Proceeded with caution, felt badly about things, that were done and said.,

Needless-to-say , we still did communicate,

Our love did grow,

And a trip to Phoenix, I did go.

in the end of May,

A week before Memorial Day.

During those months; from the fall of 98 to 99,

You were just a friend of mine,

So, you to began to date, through, Match.com,not E-harmony,

Yet, you were still thinking of me.

Around the Holidays of 98, you were working for ASU,

Assisting students in the computer center, is what you did do.

Helping those students, who used jaws equipment,

About 20 hours a week, there you spent,

While taking Classes too, Women Studies in 98 and in 99,management.

You did not take a full load,

And you were a batcherlor,livedon terrace road.

When, I came for a visit in May of 99, thought it would be only for a long
weekend, yet I did stay, though ,it, I did not intend,

See, Linda, my roommate and friend,

We had a falling out, and I was evicted, what a mess, you know?,

I had nowhere to go,

So, I made my home here, thought it was best,

Though, we wanted to be together , yet, I was extremely stressed,

Dealing with my lawsuit, from my personal injury case, 3 years spent,

My time and energy,

Trying to become employed you see,

Did not want to work for Pizza Hut again or for a Plasma center, like I
had,

And had no paycheck, just income from the Social Security Administration,

We managed, yet, it was much easier said, then done.

My SSI checks were retroactive,

And with that and Darrell's small Checks from ASU, , we did live,

On that, and we were okay,

Yet, things are so much better today.

In the summer of 99, Darrell, became employed, worked for a company, called
get net , The Owners, were Brothers, employees few,

And in August, I got a job too,

For Alaska Airlines as a Reservationists herein Tempe, not Scottsdale,

Yet, never started there, the tech person from the Foundation for the blind
, thought I would fail,

Thought My Braille Skills were not good, that I was too slow,

So, told Alaska Airlines, it was not a go,

That I could not do the job, so, they gave me the run-around,

So, another person, they found.

Christmas of 99, back east we did go,

Don't recall, if they had snow,

Went to jersey, and Darrell met all my Family, for the first time,

For the most part, everything went fine.

Right before the Holiday, I was hired at Sears, it did not go well,

And not long, we had DSL.

I began my job as a Customer Service Rep, only two months, that did last I
hated it and had Nightmares at night,

And Darrell your job, went alright.

By now, it's spring of 2000,

And we both are on the mend,

From our accidents and are working full-time,

And I began to learn to shop online,

And surf the net, connect, it was fast,

And we knew our relationship would last.

I also began to search for a job, wanted to be working in Hospitality,

I got my job at Hyatt in May, yet, a few months, it would be,

Before I would work there, in late August

And it, I am glad,it,I chose,

And finally in 2000, my Lawsuit, came to a close,

We did get a settlement, did not go to trial,

It took a long while,

For years, they know how to stretch it out, court dates, they would extend,

Almost had to testify, and I finally I was on the mend,

I had about 75 % range of motion, most directions, my arm, I could bend

During this year, I got to know Darrell's Family,

Time we spent,

Since, they knew our relationship, was permanent.

Its now 2001, and for the first year, I worked at Hyatt, only part-time,

And Darrell worked for the same company, changed ownership, and I became
more comfortable ordering stuff online.

The new name for the company was Clear Data, or Cloudy, as Darrell, would
say,

And I then became full time at Hyatt, doing the same position, I do today.

The Weekend of August Eleventh, his Birthday,

We moved to another Apartment, a larger and nicer one, just a couple blocks
away.

As we all know, a month later, it was 9-11, the Terrorists, our country,
they did attack, effected us all, you'd agree,

And even my job, you see,

We were down to low occupancy,

about 6 % And they couldn't justify, having me there,

I did not have many hours, not much work to do,

Again, somehow, we made it through.

Two weeks later, I said goodbye,

I went to the Seeing Eye,

To get my Third Dog, Douglas, I was anxious,

And scared to fly , but went, a week, Darrell, joined us,

Back East, My Sister got Married, Mary Beth and Todd, she is a year older

And then the weather, here, began to get colder.

Darrell continued to do tech support and travel into Phoenix each day,

And more often, on the computer, I would play.

Then, again the company had changed Ownership, now, called Amerion,

After, you were there awhile,
you assisted your Boss in the Hiring process, You all hired a competent woman with a smile,
with technical knowledge, with a great attitude,about the job and People, she did care,
for you, she was a breath of fresh air,
She was open minded about blindness,
and thought Jaws was cool, helped you to gain access,
You both got along well: You two liked Star Trek,
and she was one of the company's best tecks.

, You did not have a clue,

Around Thanksgiving of 2002,

You got laid off, just before the Holiday you were let go,

you were now, unemployed, difficult time for us, you know?

Darrell gave his Boss, a wonderful recommendation,now, that he was gone, have Gina, Be the Teck lead,
and you gave her titles of some books to read,
and you keptin touch for awhile, yet it has been two years or so,
she, her husband and kids, Florida,they did go.

and for us,We struggled, yet, we made it,

My job, I did not quit,

Darrell was depressed and Sad,

And we got a little assistance from Mom and Dad,

And Darrell went back to school, at MCC,

To gain more knowledge, some more skills, and classes towards your degree.

You took all Computer cources at night and sometimes on Saturdays,

In hopes, to land another job, get a promotion, someday again a raise,

You increased your knowledge of system administration,

And received more Certifications

In 2003,you were employed again, and working for the same employer today,

Working for E4E, an Internet Security Company

Last year or so, you were able to telecommute, wish, that could be me.

At the end of that year, you began your blog, your web site,

Blind Access Journal, you do accessibility advocacy, day and night.

You want to empower others, shed some light,

Help others to see,

That a better life for the blind, it could be,

If we had more access to information,

And all the blind across the nation,

Would work together, unite,

Become involved in their community letters they would write,

To web masters of various sites,

And for them to place alt tags,

And if others arise, if you see a red flag,

To do something, about it,

Since then, you get many hits,

To your site,

You continue to fight,

Forus all,

We all know the order is tall,

And only a few people get involved, not much help you get,

Yet comments, you do get,, every week,

Full accessibility and participating for all you seek.

IN 2005, you attended a Technology Conference in L A, Called CSUN

And you roomed with Jeff, you who had fun

Your friend from so long ago,

You chatted now and then, through the years, but, had a lot to catch upon
you know?

He asked about me, the woman in your life,

And said, if you love her, why doesn't she become your Wife ?

Six years you have been together?

Can you storm the weather?

And you said, yes, you wanted me to Marry you,

So, then, you planned to propose, knowing, I would say, I do!.

A week later , you planned a special night,on Jeff's show, the Desert Skies,

You both organized a wonderful surprise,

For me, on April Fool's day,

Recorded your proposal to me and my favorite songs you did play.

It has special meaning to me,

It will forever, and then, Jeff, friends, we started to be,

A new friendship began,

With Jeff and Keri, and Darrell, our Wedding we began to plan.

In November of that year, you went to the Podcasting Expo

In California, city, of Ontario,

You met your friend Allison,

And we went back for Christmas, we all had fun,

We got to playing the snow, yet, long it did not last,

And while, there , did podcasts,

Of some of our time together,

And enjoyed the beautiful, blistering snowy weather.

IN 2006, we continued to plan our Wedding, June was the date,

Organizing and finalizing the details, was not great,

Not much fun at all,

Finding a location, choosing our guests, and menu, and people to call,

To find a d j or a band,

Whether, to get Married in church on a beach , bare feet in the sand.

We almost eloped instead,

Yet , made it through, for our family and friends to witness, us get wed.

We were Married on a boat in Boston,

All had fun,

It was the Odyssey , we had a Wedding Cruise,

An untraditional Wedding, we did choose,

Yet, we were traditional and old fashioned in our vows that we did recite,

And the next day we took a flight ,

Back home, and the next day, we did go,

On our Honeymoon, to San Diego.

Also, that year, you were instrumental with making Google CAPTCHA's
accessible, you began a petition,

And Today, you continue the mission ,

Like with Yahoo
You and Jeff, are the Hosts of Main Menu,
as well as, Your a disability Comissionor Here in tempe, Volunteer work for the city, you do,,

And Today, in 2007, we are involved with ACB, web site work for them, you and
Jeff do,

As well as we both Broadcast on ACB R I,

For a year now, have been doing our show, the Desert café,

The same and only one, that we will do later today.

And last week, to Utah, we flew

Cyndi and Sheri are now, new friends of mine,

And hope you all think this KDd is more then fine,

And catch us online,

In an hour,

I still need to get dressed and take a shower,

I am wearing my favorite slippers and P J's,not clothes,

And this special dose for you Darrell, I compose

Hope you enjoyed reading this, Darrell and you, all my friends,

And this KBD, I do send.,

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Today's KDD: My Perception of the News

Its Sunday, August Twelfth at 7;31
And in Phoenix,its 91,,
Today, not sure, how much work will have to be done,
It will be pretty busy at the Hotel
From what I can tell,
Not many to arrive 87, and to depart, 208
And the next 3 days I am off, isn't that great?
So, tonight Occupancy will be low
Only 233 rooms occupied and dinner, tonight we will go,
To Celebrate Darrell's Birthday,
At Ruby Tuesday's,
A Restaurant and Sports Bar,
From our house, its not far.

I am feeling pretty good today not enough hours, but the sleep I had,
was fantastic,
And the only bad thing is, my right hand, feels very arthritic,,,,,
Honestly, I am in a significant amount of pain,
Feels like we are going to get rain,
Fortunately, its not my entire arm, just the hand,
I wish, when I had my accident, on my feet, I did land,
Because, some days, my right arm feels fatigued, I feel old,
And for a change, not feeling tired and cold.

Since, I did not have much to say,
About me and the happenings of my day,
Thought, I'd incorporate News in the KDd,
And it, I wish, I did not see.

I do agree, we all need to watch and or listen to the News, we all
need,
To be informed, so, find it in your RSS feed,
On the television, radio, or on the net , various web sites,
Does not matter, if you review, in the morning, midday or at night.

Whenever, I reed the news,
I find it depressing, does it give you the blues?
How come the bad news, gets the ratings?, those stories are sold?
Why, can't exceptional, outstanding, human interest stories be
told?
Of course, I know why,
That, unfortunately, its the only time, a newspaper, one will buy,
And the reporters, like to sensationalize , and the ratings
increase,
Yet, why, can't we read about Peace?
Not war? People dying? And being attacked? or Killed?
Why, are the headlines filled?
With murders? , Children , adults being abused? Or excessive crime?
More often of the time

We all have enough stress, so, why, give us sad, dreadful news?, this
is detrimental to one's health you know?We can not win,
Just want to toss, it all in the recycle bin,?
Frankly, this gets old, and in small doses, it I can take,
And I got an E-mail from you,Darrell, about how not only can coffee,
help you stay awake
But, how a difference it can make,
Not for men, yet, for Women, and in a positive way,
How 3 cups of coffee each day,
Can improve Women's memory, from what the news does say.

Perhaps, this is why, my memory is excellent?, very good? Superb?
I know, that one's appetite, it does not curb,
That one's metabolism it sometimes does slow, and us,it can
dehydrate,
Our bodies , yet, this is a bonus, you know?, its great?
I may have begun with fewer brain cells but, I am pretty sharp,
And I love the sound of the harp,
Drums, Flute and Piccolo
Its about an hour, since this I did begun,
And for now, I need to run,
Our Housekeepping meeting is about to get underway,
And you all take care, have a wonderful day.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Today's KDd: Darrell's Birthday and two Anniversarry's

Its Saturday 6;38, on the Eleventh of August,
Wish last night I had gotten more rest,
Finally got to bed around 11 o'clock,
There was no noise on our block,
Just finished listening to your show Jeff, the music, really did
rock,
I was in a party mode, the neurons in my brain were over firing
So, took awhile my body and mind to be retiring,
For the night,
Slept 6 hours, and now, here I write.

As always Jeff, you did another great show,
You just go with the flow,
Flexible, patient, and take most things in stride just about every
day,
Cool music you always do play,
Our music tastes are about the same,
And last night, we did not play the I.Q game.

We did chat on skype,
And you responded to requests on I.m, from listeners, like myself,
that we did type

The Victor stream you did demonstrate,
Described the gadget, much smaller then the pacmate
Played with the voices, pitch and rate
Various functions you also did show too.
Yet, saving the rest, for main menu.

Many of us comment how we think it is a cute device,
And how nice,
It would be to have one,
And for 3 hours we all had fun.

Darrell you ate pizza deep dish,
And some, did wish,
You Darrell Happy Birthday.
Jeff, you joked how I treat Darrell like a King,
And no one, did sing,
Anything at all,
And for some reason, Darrell and I were the only ones, who did call.

Jeff, you also teased, us, about all I do, for Darrell, each day,
before work I go,
And the only King Song I could think of, is King of Pain
Only ones, that ruled my brain,
So, , Jeff, they, you did play
And soon after that, we all got on our way,
Two, from the Police,,, and one from Men at work, not men without
Hats,
Or show tunes from Broadway, Chorus line or Cats.

Actually, Darrell does much for me,
He does housework, makes me soup and hot tea,
And so much more,
And today, he is 34.

In addition to this today, , 11 years ago,
I had my accident, my arm injury, did not fall in the snow,
Rather, off a ledge, 6 feet to the ground instead,
Fell from a upper parking lot, to a lower one, could have broken my
back or hit my head.

It was a compound fracture, had surgery the next day,
There was someone,who had a head injury, from what the doctor's did
say,
Two rods, they did insert,
I was in major pain, my arm really did hurt,
I also had a blood transfusion,
Throughout the year, had Physical and occupational therapy every day,
in pain and showed confusion,
Was angry, disorientated and had no humor and charm.
For the first 6 months,had no use of my arm,
There was no task I could independently do,
As said, it took about 2 years for me to make it through,I c
Couldnt use a computer keyboard, dress,or eat,
Difficulty getting out of bed, yet, it all I did beat,
With the assistance of independent living aids, obstacles,I overcame,
Though, today, I am,not entirely the same.

The last thing, I could independently do was dress myself each day,
Still a problem at times today,
And back then, I communicated a different way,
Used the Braille and speakin one handed mode,
As you can tell it was a rough and rocky road,
Yet, I have made it through the other side,
Though, I did not at all enjoy the ride,
And found this more difficult then adjusting to losing my sight,
Many more issues rose,
Could not do anything for myself, eat, was out of work,, had special
clothes,
And kitchen utencils and clothes, that would button,not zip or snap,
Just wore dresses, took pain meds and many naps.

I am very lucky, I know, yet, still effects my life, has a major
impact
On me, each day in pain and some feeling I do lack,
This is the first time, I have written about this, since, it happened,
And it took, about two years for me to mend,
And not fully recovered, yet, have compensated quite well,
Most of the time, noone can tell,
That I have had sucha major injury at all,
No one, except my family, Darrell, Linda,Tina, know, how bad, was my
fall.
That it was swollen; black, blue and I had no use of it,
Couldn't even wiggle my fingers not make a fist , yet, I did not at
all quit,
I worked very hard, to gain as much function, strength,
And coordination,
I do have 90 % range, but, the other I did not get much back, yet, I
do alright,
Can do my job, swim, housework and of course write.

However, some days, I am in pain, when doing anything,even writing
like this,
The days before the accident, I do miss.

Also on this day, 6 years ago, Darrell and I spend the weekend
moving,
And right now, our housekeeping staff, our grooving,
They are exercising to the song, Walking on sunshine,
And I do hope you all are really fine,
And I mean in a good way,
That your having an excellent, fantastic and lovely day.

Anyway, for 6 years, we have lived in the same apartment, a long
time, true,
And hopefully, some day, will get a House, that, we will hopefully do.
It is now 8;38,
Have work to do, need to go, yet, Darrell, hope your Birthday is
great,
Despite you having work to do , tomorrow, we will celebrate,
Your special day okay?
And you all take care, have a super day.

Friday, August 10, 2007

Today's KDd: Adjusting my Attitude and Perspective

Its shortly after 9,on Friday, August ten,
How, have you been?
Hope your all fine, doing great.
Normally, the word Fine, I do hate,
Have used it often in a sarcastic way,
Yet, that I am going to try to change, beginning today.
Last night, a dear and very close friend pointed out,
Again to me, that I over analyze way too much, and should not doubt,
What others say, if they say they are fine,, accept this,
I am Not always perceptive, the target I miss,
Yet, sometimes, I am not way off base
I can detect something is wrong, hear how your feeling, see a face,
An expression, hear a tone,
Whether, we are chatting in person, I.M or on the phone.

So, I do hope your all excellent, Magnificent, doing exceptional and
feeling dandy,
And wish, I could be near a beach, a cool breeze, cool, refreshing
water, sea life and one that is sandy
Feel the sand under my feet,
Get away from this heat,
Though, its starting to get cool,
Cooler, And we are able to go swimming in our pool ,
Though, still feels like bath water, not as refreshing as we would
like it to be
We are getting exercise, Darrell and me.
Wish, I could say, things are cool, outstanding splendid, supreme,
and first rate,
Though, I am doing better, still not feeling great.,
In fact, feeling tired and quite emotional indeed at least I am
passionate, feisty and heartwarming,
And today, don't think it will be storming,
Don't think we will get rain,
And something else, that did resonate in my brain,

This same, very dear and close friend said, something last night
too, that I will not forget,
He said, there could be a very good reason, why my Mom's family
and I have never met,
That something tragic or devastating happened to her or her
siblings , so long ago that she's unable to convey,
Still not today,
Is not able to express,
And though, all of this right now, I am feeling quite hurt and this
situation, I can not digest,
That I need to be loving, understanding, and supportive,
And perhaps, answers, she will give?
Yet ,maybe not? it may not happen, until she passes away, this
situation, my heartbreaks,
And too her grave, something, so awful, she may take,
That somehow, I need to resolve this all,
And for that, I most certainly appreciate the call,
And the time you took to examine, the issues at hand,
And to help me better to understand,
Why, there all absent in my life and not around,
Someway , peace can it somehow be found?
For my family?
For me
Who knows?, this mystery is unsolved for now, don't have a
clue,
All I know is, thanks for my friends so true,
That are there,
And really care,
To share,
And be straight with me, honest,
Which is always best,
Thanks for giving me a verbal kick in the butt,
Even though, I am emotional, analytical and maybe, sometimes,act like a
nut?
And to get me on track and in gear,
For family and friends like that, I love sso dear.
Okay, about this stuff,
Had enough,
Not sure, what else to say,
Except, guess, they are doing work in the hall,
Replacing the ceiling, right out here, will be glad when they
finish it all,
All of our renovations,
And hope later today, you will listen to the interactive station,
First , Marlaina, then Larry T,
Then, Jeff B,
On the Desert Skies Tonight,
And I will be okay, will be alright,
A couple things, I will like to add last,
Listen to our pod cast,
And Darrell, Happy Birthday,
Early, and you all have a great day.